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Crushed?

Journal Entry: Thu Oct 25, 2007, 8:22 PM
I keep looking at the drawing I did of Oriya about a year ago, wondering how it was accomplished. I miss art. Visual, tangible art. Acting is a release of another sort, writing is become another one, but I miss the colors and textures and eraser streaks from crappy pencils that I've had for too long.

I've been so overbooked lately, what with rehearsals and make-up work, attempting to start calligraphy again, reading for my personal pleasure again....

I'm making excuses, but they are valid. But part of me wants to kick myself for failing at art. Is it really a possesion for me? Sometimes I just feel right, the art feels right, the line gets out somehow or the colors suprise me by doing more than obeying.

I have sketches, marker tests and moods. I don't have a scanner. Pictures, maybe? I'm feeling daring. I'll put them up. At some point, sometime soon, just to prove I haven't failed, I haven't given up.

I've started an actual journal. Something that won't be deleted by hackers, or erased by a virus, or hidden and forgotten. It's still not honest enough for my liking, but I live in a house with four people who wouldn't mind finding it. So it goes. But I'm starting to analyze myself in a different way. It's a good thing.

It hurts to type. I bent my pinkie backwards while my hands were full of books and dance clothes trying to catch the door. Every time I hit the 'A' it throbs a bit. I think I'll stop. Not to mention my brother is looming over my shoulder and attacking the deviantart button.
Wouldn't want that, would I.

  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Fire Bombers- National Geographic
  • Reading: The Scarlet Letter
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Mind games
  • Eating: The blood off my lips. I need some chapstick.
  • Drinking: See above.

Devious Information

  • Current Age: Guess. :P
  • Current Residence: The City of Townsville
  • Interests: History, acting, improv, culture, languages (specially German), and too much to list
  • Favourite movie: Anything Disney, Shawshank Redemption, 300, Fried Green Tomatoes, LotR, Breakfast at Tiffany's
  • Favourite band or musician: QUEEN! Queen, dammit! And... others. The Cure, Depeche Mode, Pink Floyd, X-Japan, DEG, Pearl Jam.
  • Favourite genre of music: Classic Rock, J-Rock, 80's pop, classical, techno, trance, indus.
  • Favourite artist: Dali, and a crapload of people on D.A.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Brian Jaques, J.K. Rowling
  • Favourite photographer: Is probably in my faves.
  • Favourite style of art: I like 'em all!
  • MP3 player of choice: I'm too poor for that, foo'.
  • Shell of choice: Conch?
  • Skin of choice: Blue. Or purple. Or Yellow. Or......
  • Favourite game: Well, I've always liked tekken, Dynasty/Samurai Warriors, FF games..
  • Favourite gaming platform: Ps2
  • Personal Quote: "Yes. It's real."
  • Tools of the Trade: A #2 pencil and printer paper, lately my camera. Sadly, I don't have the tech to do photomanips

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Devious Comments

~kittyphobia:iconkittyphobia: Jan 12, 2008, 6:19:02 PM
Anytime. You have a neat-o gallery.
=Aiko273:iconAiko273: Jan 4, 2008, 5:47:27 AM
Thank you for the fave
~gr4ver:icongr4ver: Nov 26, 2007, 7:27:02 AM
thank u very much for the fav! =)
~samoshaver:iconsamoshaver: Oct 28, 2007, 11:43:33 AM
thanks for fav &...
~OSOB:iconOSOB: Oct 28, 2007, 12:30:35 AM
Thanks for the fav )
~Sepidehgraphic:iconSepidehgraphic: Oct 27, 2007, 7:27:51 AM
tnx for :+fav: :rose:

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*kubbess:iconkubbess: Oct 26, 2007, 4:15:52 PM
:heart:

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*sneedd:iconsneedd: Sep 19, 2007, 5:57:24 AM
Thank you for making “ batman in black” a fav
[link]
sneedd:)
~hatredtheblack:iconhatredtheblack: Sep 1, 2007, 2:41:26 PM
Aww, thanks! But don't be jealous, we're all Artists.

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Emotive Surrealism. You know you want it.
I also make Musicians, too.
~skadj:iconskadj: Jul 10, 2007, 8:59:43 PM
Thanks for the fav :-)

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~xDestin:iconxDestin: Jul 9, 2007, 8:03:25 PM
Wow, thank you for your favorite!
~drws:icondrws: Jun 9, 2007, 5:39:40 AM
Thank you for the fav:)

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so much time so little to see....hang on,strike that, reverse it.
=Xentri:iconXentri: Jun 7, 2007, 3:18:15 PM Mood: Joy
Thx for your :+fav:! :)

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~Chimere:iconChimere: Jun 7, 2007, 3:13:21 PM
No problem :D

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=JacquiJax:iconJacquiJax: Jun 7, 2007, 8:27:15 AM
Thanks a bunch for the fav on Flying Away I !! :D :hug:

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STOP! Watch my gallery, you will have some fun there ;) [link]
~Kumiko-McKee:iconKumiko-McKee: Jun 7, 2007, 1:35:16 AM
Thank you so much for the fav ;)

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*CKArtpage:iconCKArtpage: Jun 6, 2007, 11:37:15 PM
hey, thanks ver much for the watch and the fav on Lucky! :aww:

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check out, have fun ;)

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~kittyphobia:iconkittyphobia: Jun 6, 2007, 6:23:18 PM Mood: dA Love
You just made my day. And don't forget..... I'm watching you!
~Chimere:iconChimere: Jun 6, 2007, 4:25:07 PM
Thanks a lot for the dev wacth!

Amazing art here, I like the sensibility of your photographies :D

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°°Amaranth- Albion's gates: [link]
°°Le temps d'un rêve: [link]
~ObSeSsiVe-PyRoMaNiA:iconObSeSsiVe-PyRoMaNiA: Jun 6, 2007, 1:40:10 AM
Thanks for the fav m'dear :) Have a good day xx

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~kittyphobia:iconkittyphobia: Jun 3, 2007, 8:52:20 PM
Totally welcome. Trent Reznor+Acid Colors= FAVE!!!!!
~kittyphobia:iconkittyphobia: Jun 3, 2007, 8:50:44 PM Mood: Adoration
Your work was amazing. I'm jealous. :D
*h0p31355:iconh0p31355: Jun 2, 2007, 8:14:55 PM
thanks for the fav :D

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